Order Only: Private message to Padfoot

[alt_lupin]

Are you a dog at the moment?

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[alt_sirius]

We're in trouble if I'm supposed to be the reasonable, placating one. That's never happening today.

Anyway, you're not the only one itching. I wanted -

I don't know what I wanted. Want. I want people to tell me they're sorry but I want people to leave me the fuck alone. I want a big acknowledgement of his sacrifice and I want to spend the day in a form where I don't have to think about it at all. I want them to tell me what they remember about him, but not ask me to share my memories, because they're too few and too precious to squander.

I want him back. I want to be done with this stupid war. I want to resurrect Tom Riddle just so I can kill him with my bare hands this time.

See. Not very reasonable.

[alt_lupin]

Those all sound reasonable.

Except for resurrecting Tom Riddle. Settle for killing Bellatrix Lestrange, instead.

[alt_sirius]

Oh, well, if you're going to start down that path, there's more than Bella. Barty, Dolohov - that list could take us a while.

Maybe we'll be lucky and they'll poke their heads out of London where we can get to them.