Remus Lupin

I could tell it wasn't recent.

Here's what I was going to update my note to say. I wrote that note thinking that I might die some month during the transformation. I wanted to add that I thought my time was getting short. You know, I'm old for a werewolf, when you factor in how young I was when I was bitten. Month in, month out, even with the wolfsbane potion it's exhausting. It wears you out. You know that as well as I do.

I wanted to tell you that if I died tonight, killing Bellatrix, that it beat the hell out of dying some random month for no good reason other than my father made the mistake of annoying Fenrir Grayback when I was four years old.

A meaningful death feels like it's worth something. A death that accomplishes something feels like it's worth something.

Dying in a pool of vomit when my body just refuses to transform again? What a useless, pointless way to go.